Artist and the fact that some of us fuck up a lot

Boone. He pounded a shotgun against the bole.
Oh yes. I do think Professor John Ronald Reuel had himself a drink and then wrote.
Besom and bole.

I can't fix what happened before me. I can only deal with what is happening now.

He's right you know. I don't know what drove him to eat a bullet. If I live a thousand years I don't know if I will ever understand why. Not sure that I want to.

What exactly am I to do with the artist, poet,writer,teacher, that's a....
Shitshow of sins.

I can still see the good work of the person beside the evil. I see it in me too very apparent.

Is Guernica any less of a work?
For the shallows of his fatherhood?

That's not forgiving him.
If he asked
If any come in search for redemption.
Well, let me not stand in the way.

I can sure use some redeeming.
Any time you have some to spare.